Missed you

Today its late and I miss you...
Yup keeping it plain and simple
just wanna let you know how I feel
A bit of the distance while the rest is...
Just knowing you ain't around

Yes today its a sad night...
And I yet again dream of you
Looking out of my window I don't see
I long for that smile that makes me melt
Just a moment that makes me move

Today is a dreamless sleep. ..
Wanting to drive down the riverside
With the breeze hitting my face
Holding your hand, lying in your arms
Just to feel whats it like being with you

Today is silent emptiness. ..
Don't know how to fill the shallow
want to sleep but can't seem to shut eye
Lost in a place where I'm alone waiting
Just to hold and bury myself in you

Sleepless

A sinking heart and empty sighs
I lay in bed with eyes open wide

My mouth can't tell what's felt within
Hell I don't know what lies im living

Doors stay shut no matter how hard I try
The person I am today I hate,can't deny

Through nights I just can't fall asleep
Somehow the silence just makes me weep

Tired of sadness from my head to toe
Wishing on a wishing well to make it all go

Running in circles

Life is short...
Perhaps very short it can be
No time for second chances
Mistakes that stalk for free

A hunch only driven by doubt
Life can change without a thought

How can people so much so last
Leaving what sorrows they burry in the past

Through bluest nights and gloomy days
Eyes get weaker with hurt and pain
Fights and loneliness never to stay
But back we are here fighting again.