Untitled...

I'm a blank slate
a story yet to be written
a poem in its making

A beginning with no plan to end
no words that can make sense
no language to understand me yet

In a crowd I look for solitude
no one else can listen in
open eyes see whats untrue

I am calmness of a different king
not yet fully discovered
not in the reach for everyone

A smile with no end
an emotion that cannot be expressed
in any one way

Hidden emotions unnoticed
still in calm waters
storms cant lift the soul away

I'm Untitled!
 

Watching me burn....

When eyes closed in your arms
Life felt so complete
Days and weeks went by
With you I built my home


Through the rain and cold winters
Your love kept me warm
For every reason you were around
Calm before it all crumbles down


A moment of doubt changed your heart
No more sunsets to look at together
gone away in a strike is all the love
in arms of another, watching me burn
 

Walking the streets alone but not lone
calm smile to move ahead and find a new start
No more sadness shall I harness within
life's too short to walk with scarred hearts

Fantasy....

 Short sentences, very lil to say..
 Darkness spreads while curtains begin to fall
 Moment he gets close, eyes shy away..
 A touch of his hands makes me wanna crawl

Sinful smile yet feel so calm...
His hands wrap around the waistline...
Heart beat racing too far with warmth filling the room
Heat sets on all alarms!!

The smallest hairs on my hands stand still..
while soft kisses make me feel the bliss of the moment...
Eyes and hands all joined together, the heart feels the thrill...

Hands held up tight and kisses more to go...
Nothing seems more solid than the love I feel...
Every detail for a fantasy so true, while we caress each other...
our love will grow!!!

I need a prayer...

To heal from my pain
Cause I've troubled scarred fragile hearts
People I love for my personal selfish gain...

My heart feels tremors for what I've done so weak..
I need a prayer just to feel I'm forgiven.
No more I want to feel so sick!

Every thought engraved so deep... no more space I find to hide..
while asleep, she softly weeps folding her hands beside...

Why do I have no stem to stand no life in me to fix
Yes my lord I need a prayer that clears my soul,
bless my heart so no more I can be such a prick..

This Is Me!!

The thoughts of change meddle inside my brain
Even though asleep i helplessly want to stray
I am just a daughter and to some a friend
My moods take over me,
But i pretend to be the same
Yes now i know... This is me!!

Waking up to a new morning,sun shining so bright
While listening to birds that chirp and sing
Another day has begun, complete new start
Wish it takes away all the pain filled deep inside
So I can see a better me
So to say this is me!!

I find myself losing helplessly
Wanting the restlessness to slip away
Yet another day has given up on me
The thoughts meddling all over me yet again...
yes now i agree for sure this is who I am
This... Is... Me!!

Walk alone...

I always ask for him to lend a hand...
But then he's too far to understand.

Right from the time i was a child..
I felt i was protected, dint know it were lies.

I have a gud ear to hear others cry..
When i need a shoulder, no ones beside me dunno why.

'M not poor nor am i crippled..
I'm de calm waters, stoned to make ripples.

My purpose unknown, mind filled with doubt...
Is the world better with me or without?

Even today i am left with the pain..
I hope someday he'l listen again